i hate mood swings

not just other people's,
mine, especially

it makes me wanna snap at anybody and ANYTHING
even tho' nothing is wrong
at times it can get really worse that i can literally hear my heart pumping

and its not helping that i went thru 5000 comments on that hatefest meme
so i have all the sarcastic remarks in my head waiting to be fired

but thank God, i have quite a good self-control
no 1 get to be at the end of my nastiness......so far

this hormone thing... SAITEI, daiyo? >.<