why???oh..why???????

student life already busy as hell
and later work too??
housemanship sucks..tho' i think that part about losing weight kinda tempting
can i really survives only on 8-hour sleeps after every 36-hour??
the on calls..the crazy schedule

OMG

ok

OMG

OMG!!!!!!!!!!!

how can i even find time to fangirl then?????!!!!!!!!!

how about my obsession with NewS,then??

ryo,shige,koyama,massu,tesshi..

uchi,kusano...

how about Yamapi??
how can i find time to marry him and leads my life as his wife???
and what about our children?????

can i give THAT up???
the thoughts of giving up something that have brings so much joy to me is unbearable

do i need to grief now??like grief in advance??
does something like that exist??
cuz if it does,i really need to do it,rite???

to my shinny,lovable NewS,
if ever that day come....(i soooo HOPE it won't,but u know..in case)
the day where i HAVE to give up the fandom...
i am soooooooooo SORRY
so so so sooooooooo sorry
i'll probably hate myself then

so...
to all people of the world,
please take good care of your health and avoid getting yourselves sick ok??
or i'll kill u all myself NOW
kthanxbye

oh yeah..almost forgot-
HAPPY 1ST ANNIVERSARY KAT-TUN!!!!!
hope u all can be 6 again soon
u guys will always be 2nd in my heart
[the 1st one being NewS of coz]
XD XD XD XD XD