it's love,ne??

i woke up to hoshi wo mezashite.
how good was dat??hahaha
tho' i'm not really listening to it while sleeping...hahaha
but,to be able to sleep and woke up to it..it's awesome ^o^

so,during lunch break..i put it on repeat again..
sherod;dah brape ribu kali ko pasang lagu ni??nak pekak aku dgr
adinishipi;ala..baru start dari malam tadi~pkol 1am
sherod;ok,satu lagu 4 min,ko dah dgr dari malam sampai pagi dalam 61/2 jam dah 100+ ok!!!!ni pasang balik
adinishipi;haha..xkan ko x tau,aku kalo suke satu lagu tu..aku dgr lagu tu je berhari2 hehe

previous songs i was obsessed with:-

Love so sweet(Arashi)-on repeat for total of 2 days
Real Face(KAT-TUN)-3days
Sunadokei(tesshi's version)-3days
Hajimete no asa(TegoMass)-3 days
Chocolate(TegoMass)-4 days
Flavor Of Life(Utada Hikaru)-4days
Hoshi o Mezashite(NewS)-24 hours n still counting

anyway..NewS,omedetou for the great song!!
with my money u guys gonna be 1st on the Oricon Chart
yay ^O^

excuse me..
i'm going to listen to it again till my ears bleed..
jyaa~

hoshi o mezashite

HOSHI WO MEZASHITE PAWNS MY SOUL!!!!

so sad....
yet sooooo much love~~~

lookie here for the translation

"I was given a fresh start on this light of road "

"Stepping out while singing away
Not looking back at that wounded youth days "

"Not committing the same mistake ever again"

the song was about the suspension after all...
and what 'mistake'??????
they were trapped!!!
being gullible n naive at that time,they were taken advantage at!!!!
*ok,i'm being a biased here*
but of cuz that's expected bcuz i missed uchi n kusano
JE~return them to NewS,please >.<

and this ryo's line
"Was crying out of loneliness in the deep darkness"
it must be hard for him to sing this for uchi... huhu

but at the same time i'm happy for NewS
aaaa....srsly can feel like crying huhu
this kind of mixed feeling..waaaaaaaaa


[edit]
CDJapan go die!!!!!!!
the limited edition is out of stock!!!!!!!!!!
there's only regular edition left!!!!!!
yada!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I WAAAAAAAAANNNTTTT THIS SINGLE!!!!
I DUN CARE ANYMORE!!!
I LOVE IT TO DEATH,OK??
NOBODY CAN STOP ME FROM GETTING IT!!!
AAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!

tora-chan!!!
we need to order FAST!!!!

psych posting can make u go crazy too~

NewS update!!

1.yamapi's new drama now confirmed!!!!!
*hyperventilates*
OMG IT'S REALLY A LOVE STORY!!!!
SOMEBODY DO ME A FAVOR AND KILL ME INSTEAD!!!
i can't bear to have my heart break every week yo~
that lead actress..u better not fall for yamapi in real life okay
or i'll kill u


2.and ryo's new drama!!!!
tora-chan gonna love this...
it's rumoured to be the drama version of honey n clover!!!
hohohhhohoho
now u can't wait,rite??
yess.hahaha
come march,and we both can go crazy together!!yippee~~

2 consecutive days of news' hotness at 9pm!!!
aaa~ both of them hv the prime time slots for drama,ne..
sugoii!!!^o^
more publicity for NewS XD
march!!!!come soon!!!

3.itte Q mentioned malaysia!!!!
hontoniiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
soory,no big cap for that,but just look here on cap timed 00.27.35
hohohoho
japan~i loveeeeeeeeeeeee uuu!!!!!!!!!!!
but..
but..but..
tesshi~doko deska????
i was hopping u would appear more than just on that tiny box huhu
oii director-san!!
let the cutest one of themeven if he's 20 get more screen time than those kids!!!

me n tora-chan even had interesting delusions bout the whole malaysia thingy..
*fangirls and our wild imagination..it's inseparable!!XD*
we're imagining that maybe yamapi seen that episode,and then wrote this on his J-web
Farra diana: today i saw tesshi s itte Q
Farra diana: about msia
Farra diana: looks like fun
Farra diana: maybe i shld go thr too
Farra diana: coz it looks like hawaii
deebone 44: hahaha
deebone 44: \waaa
deebone 44:totally gonna stalk them if they ever come to msie haha
deebone 44:wait at the airport..haha

the..the rest of the conversation runs along the line of other NewS' members,wifey,ken2,twins and mmmc
hahaha..u guys can imagine how it goes,rite??muahaha
total delusion..we both can be admitted on psych ward yo~~
it will be easy,since we're both posted at psychiatry posting anyway haha

4.hoshi o mezashite~
not at all like what i imagined it to be
thought it'll be kinda fast song like teppen..
but hmm a ballad??
really didn't see that coming hehe
but it's nice~~~
after hearing it,it leaves kinda mixed feeling??dunno..
but they really sounds good
as expected of NewS,ne
power voices!!!
now i really can't wait to buy the single!!! yessssssss~
go download it at news_jpop
these super-fast fanatic fans make me happyXD

and i take back my words earlier about how official photos sucks
at least not all hehe
like this one of tesshi..totally pawned my soul
*fuuuuhhhhhhhhh*
it's okay to be pedo if it's him..hahaha

but this cancer stick-loving person
that lips..that tobacco stained teeth...
this person gonna be my next patient of bronchogenic carcinoma


JE~~
hire me as their doctor prease~~~~

self control..jyanai????

yatta!!!!

MEDICINE POSTING OWARI!!!

finish.
the end.
bye-bye.

YEAYYYYYYYYY!!!! ^O^

no more tiring medicine posting!!!well,not here in manipal anyway hehe
and God bless the OSPE.
and whoever invented it.
cuz that's like my only hope on passing medicine.
don't know how much can i get from the case reports..that's totally depends on who marks the case
and practical???urrggghhh..i'm just gonna pretend that day never existed.



and 17minutes more till byakkotai finish downloading!!!!
yippee~~~
firm butt,matteru,yo~~ xp
but now it's already 2am..if i start watch it now that's mean i hv to sleep at around 4
but must wake up at 7.30 for class!!!
aaaaa!!!!
this decision is a hard one to make,yoo~~
i want to watch it now but i need sleep too!!!
or shud i just bunk the morning class?? teehee XP
*totally with no self control,this ryuuji*

and NewS' single!!!!!
STOP TEMPTING ME!!!!
TORA N I ARE WEAK,EASILY INFLUENCED FANGIRLS WITH NO SELF CONTROL,OK???
BUT,OMG!!!
THE PRICE IS 1300YEN AND 800YEN FOR THE REGULAR AND LIMITED EDITION!!!
THAT'S CHEAP!!! O_o
AND I WANT TO BUY BOTH TOO!!!!
dem you johnny,for making me poor..but then,i'll bcome poor but HAPPY fangirl,so i guess it's ok???
maa,the shipping costs is really expensive
but i really,really want it!!!
THERE'S FOOTAGES FROM THE SPRING CONCERT..
THERE'S BEHIND THE SCENES CLIPS!!!
AAAAAAAA...I WANTTT!!!!!!!!!
skljlsllsjdljdlslkkl
seriously..i used to be one of those ppl who just download things for free
but now i'm considering buying their albums
NewS corrupted me

SOMEBODY!!!GIVE ME MONEEEYYYYY!!!!!!

giller kah saye??

saye ade 5 hari cuti
cuti itu sepatutnye digunekan untuk studi
sbb saye ade peperiksaan lagi 3 hari
tapi saye tak studi
giller kah saye??

saye ade 5 hari cuti
saye cakap saye nak studi
tapi saye asyik layan internet sampai lupe diri
giller kah saye??

saye ade 5 hari cuti
saye salahkan internet punce saye tak studi
jadi saye tutup internet siang tadi
tapi tak sampai beberape lame fikiran saye sudah kesana kemari
giller kah saye??

saye ade 5 hari cuti
saye tak studi sebab saye mmg begitu orangnye
kepanjangaan ambil perhatian[attention span] saye mmg pendek begini
macam mane pon saye cube,saye tetap tak dapat lame2 studi
giller ke saye??

saye ade 5 hari cuti
saye tau kini,ini bukan salah internet
tapi salah diri sendiri
kerane saye tau saye tidak giller begini

saye ade 5 hari cuti
dah cuti itu sudah berakhir
esok saye perlu ke kelas semula
saye berase malas,tapi saye mesti berusaha[gambatte]
kerane saye tau saye tidak giller begini

saye ade 5 hari cuti
saye berazam untuk berusaha kuat mulai hari ini
supaye saye tidak menyesal 3 hari lagi
sume org sile tunjuk ajar saye[yoroshiku onegaishimas...ii]


sekian

the prescon backstage..i feel incomlete without pimping this lol

i almost went crazy trying to dl this thing last nite hehe
it's like a war btween me n sendspace haha
but in the end i won *yesyesyyessssss*

so,i'll pimp u guys with caps from the vid hehe
[went a lil crazy on the capping too..took 'bout 50+ caps..=p but i decided to post only 26 hehe]

-nice hair clip,pi. ^o^
*peacuuu~*

-he was screaming singing his lungs out with that song.ROFL
u can't hear it thru the vid but i bet somebody there musta feel like smacking him to shut him up but didn't hv the guts to do so haha
everyone is afraid of THE BOSS .. LMAO


-cuz the leader is HOT
even with a distorted face like that XD

-koyama was cheating with massu!!!O_o lol
aa!!!!poor shige nurul XD

ryuuji:yo,ryo!!!u wanna die,issit???look where u put u hand,man!!!that is MINE
*killkillkill*

-koyama was playing his role as NewS no haha.such a sweetie XD


-yupp.u saw THAT right,girls.he's SMOKING XD
*heard ryo's fans' hearts break haha*
thank you yamapi for not joining him.u let him die alone,ok??
but he looks HOT smoking *i'm being biased haha*

shige:OMG..the cigarrete smoke stinks!!!gawd!!!
but i can't say it to the BOSS,he'll kill me @_@
*trying to looks calm but actually choking inside ROFL*

yamapi being super hyper ^o^
aaa~bakapi!!!detaaaa!!!!!!! XD

i'm soooo jealous!!!the fans were like INCHES away from the boys!!!
if i was there,i'll totally like hug them or something lol

to the man inside the red circle:omae,DARE????
ROFL
shige,u're so un-idol-like with that hat lol.
that's why ppl doesn't recognize u on streets haha
but ryo n koyama looks HOT tho' XD

-at 1st,koyama n yamapi were being super hyper genki.
then yamapi start doing-god-knows-what-akira-style
and koyama was like:wtheck are u doing??@_@
lol
bakapi~~~XD
-tesshi held on to shige's jacket for like FOREVER.and he kept tugging at it too lol
talk about being clingy!!!LMAO
shige to koyama eye contact:tatsukete,kei-chan!!!tesshi won't let me go!!!

- bakapi did it again lol
ryo on 2nd cap was like:OMG,he's doing it again haha

jyaa~~
*O*

cute.cute.cute XD

1st,let's just forget that today is already the last day of 5-days hols,
and i just managed to study only GIT chapter of medicine and 2pages from surgery txtbook..

bcuz..i can't afford to worry when there's.....

HAPPY FEET!!!!!!!

kyaa~
kyaaaaaa~~
kyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~~ XDXDXDXD

sheila n i WALKED to sharada at 11pm just to get he vcds from nurul*sankyou!!^O^*..
fara d woke up just to watched it..
and it's sooooooo worth it!!!^O^

mumbles is the cutest thing ever!!!
and if nurul kept screaming "gambarre,tesshi!!"
me,on the other hand kept squeaking "cutenyerr TESSHI!!!"
*totally ignoring the fact that it's elijah wood's voice haha*
and all thru out the movie i kept imagining tesshi's doing the voice-over teehee
tesshi;"matte ne,minna.sakki o..nani??"
kyaaaaaaaaaa~~~
*i'm speechless over the cuteness of it all lol*

some random pic i found..couldn't remember where i get this from >.<
ryo!!pi!!!
that smoker's lips is so obvious!!!
go put on some lip gloss or something!! tsktsk
and yamapi,u're fingers clubbed already!!!O_o
stop smoking or u'll die an early death!!huwaa~
i can't be a widow at such a young age!!

[edit]
i found a vid uploaded at news_jpop just now..
sendspace is being MEAN to me >.<
hidoii o yamete kure!!!!!
everytime i click on the link,it shows that the link is busy *grrrrr*
and it's been an hour already *pulls hair*
oii!!i'm deprived of NewS clips right now,okay??
let me dl it already!!!
yosh, ryuuji....akiramenai!!!!
gambarre,nipponryuuji!!!
*start clicking like crazy*

i am a boring person.i shucks

i'm bored

OMG

BORED

BORED

BORRREEEDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!!!!

i love holidays.no class.but i'm bored!!!!!!!!!!
but i dun want class either!!!!
aaa~am i going crazy????
somebody tell me what to do!!
[other that studying,of cuz >.<] [and fangirling..cuz i do that like 24/7 ]
and,yamapi..
WOULD U DO SOMETHING INTERESTING SO THAT I CAN WRITE 'BOUT U INSTEAD????
--srsly,if we are to choose our fav based on J-webs,u'll be at the bottom lol
be more like crazy ryota,will u..
temporary insanity is good..once in a while @_@ yeah

i think i'm the only 1 who thinks like this..
but,
official pictures shucks!!!!
it didn't do justice to their hotness at all!!*kills the photographer*

yes,BOSS,yess!!!

nani??nani??naniiii?????

damn you,ryo

i can't believe u just deceived the fans WORLDWIDE
what u cinderella story skjlsjsjsljlsjllk
just bcuz u're the sexy osaka man, u can do whatever u like??*fumes*
ok laa..maybe u can,a lil bit >.<

hmm it's sooooo NOT like him to wrote such crackstick entry,ne??
u're sure u're not high or something???

but..muahahahaha
even the sexy osaka man,hv some err..not so sexy time??? XD

ryoko-chan~
u do remember u're wearing skirt,not pants,ne??
and to forgot that on national TV are like..errr *speechless*
aren't u guys glad that i censored it a bit??teehee

even lil kid are afraid of u,Mr.poisonous tongue,you!! hahaha
yo,BOSS..make more effort to stop that crying!!LOL

tesshi>kids

my theory;
"in boybands,the youngest among the members will become the most popular"

which proves true in all boybands i know,like..
V6-okada ^o^ [ryuuji!!!*squeels*]
arashi-matsujun
KATTUN-kame
[and 1000 other western boybands that i hv no interest to mention here..but u know what i mean]
EXCEPT
NewS-cuz everyone knows yamapi is the hottest out there,ne???XD

but,tesshi is getting more exposure lately
(not that i hv anything against it =p)
-tegomass
-mumbles
-itteQ
teehee~~(tesshi overdose on weekly basis!!!yay!!!and him with KIDS!!wonder if i'll be able to distinguished them =p)


bcuz he's too cute to be ignored ^o^

*pinchpinchpinchthechubbycheeks*
[pedo mood activated]

it doesn't even matter if my japanese sucks big time, i'm so dling this tv show..
subs or no subs teeheee
cuz i will still squeals like crazy=p

after pigout session..it's fangirling time!!!

flavor of life on REPEAT since i dled it from hana yesterday
usually with this amount of NON-JE,FEMALE voice can make me go into spasm or vomiting or
making me bleed from the ears.

cuz up till now,the only songs that can make me listen to it all day is JE songs
sung by JE cuties
and by that i mean:
hear the voice while imagining the face

but now i'm listening to utada hikaru blindly
(i dun even know what she's look like.shot me)
okay laa..maybe bcuz there's that HYD2 influence there???
everytime things started to get sappy,they always play this song
DOMYOUJI
MAKINO
RUI (do u guys notice that makino always call rui,hanazawa rui??like WTHeck.i mean,he's like her bestfren but she still calls him by his FULL NAME.tsktsk)
sappy.
sappy.
sappy.

but at least i'm feeling full,ne??XD
*unlike some ppl out there who didn't pigout on the buffet bcuz they're too bz taking pics n all* XD
well..that was our last annual night in manipal,so i guess it's understandable??
but my stomach doesn't,so...XD
which reminds me:-
30+ MORE DAYS TO GO 'TILL WE'RE BACK TO MALAYSIA FOR GOOD!!!! ^O^
-no more cow dungs
-no more uncooperative tempe patient who doesn't understand english
-a chance to screw Dr.M on history taking bcuz he don't know malay muahahaha
-scarier malaysian doctors,but hell..who cares.yay
-better internet line(read:more fangirling XD)
-converting my kid sister into die-hard JE fan (she's halfway already.no fake teehee~)

and..jengjengjeng!!!!
koyama's right eye on the latest mag scans!!!
he's developing into a double eyelid?????
XD XD XD
still a long way to go..but GANBARRE,ne kei-chan??!!!! ^o^

dari mata turun ke hati..eeewaaahhh haha

the 1st day of 5-days-holidays and i spend it by doing this ^o^
maa~gotta enjoy the hols while we still can,ne?? XD

it's totally pointless,but just try if u can get all these right!!! ^o^
match the eyes with NewS' members XD!!!
*i'm sure u all will hv no prob,ne??being a die hard fan aka kipas-susah-mati NewS n all * XD

*the hair are dead-give-aways >.< cutcutcut*


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3.


4.


5.


6.


7.


8.


pretty easy,ne??
XD

I DEMAND TO BE NEWS' STYLIST

mumbles=cute
tesshi=cute ^o^

chotto matte kudasai yo!!!!!!

OMG
SOMEONE PREASE TELL ME THAT'S NOT MY TESSHI >.<

how can u change from being this adorable

to this...ORANG UTAN????
*dies in not-so-good-way*

*tesshi*
"ne??ne??!!it's darn horrible,ne??!!!that's what i told the stylist-san!!
but did she ever listen to me???noo....she wants me to have bad hair-style like ryo!!
urrghhh."


stylist-san's other victim
u guys srsly need to fire that stylist-san
and hire me instead.
i may know nothing 'bout hair,but i'm a FANGIRL.
ONLY FANGIRL KNOW WHAT BEST FOR THEM teehee~ ^o^

COWARD

this is the first time that i get to know some1 with so much hatred in her heart that makes me wonder how could she ever lives her life.

just bcuz she's mad at some ppl,
just bcuz she wants to ignore certain ppl,
she chose to ran away from her responsibility

and other ppl had to cover her stinking ass

well,guess what,only cowards did that


heeelllloooooo LOSER


i hope i will never meet this kind of ppl ever again.EVER

and i'm not mad.
it's sooooo not worth it.

ARASHI HUNTING.and i blame it on tora

yes.

ok.ok.maybe not.

i was watching this johnny countdown backstage0304,and of cuz naturally i would really looking forward for shoots of NewS members.
bcuz NewS=pawned=happy fangirl.

except some baka cameraman and equally baka editor didn't agree with me.

oklaa,so compared to all those senpais,they're not really popular,rite???
well,not back then.
so u can imagine how little screen time they got(booo hoo)
instead i was shoved with kinki kids,tokio,V6, and arashi overexposure.

i knew kinki kids already.

tokio=nagase.
other members=NOT INTERESTED.

V6=okada!!!!!!ryuuuji!!!!kyaaaaa~~~~
others=who?????O_o *not interested*

arashi..
okay..there's matsujun(the only arashi i can confidently scream out loud and NOT get it wrong)
another one..it's aiba??no...sho,rite??no...
and another...err....gaahhh..nino??
now..ohno??
and this one....
NO!!NO!!!NO!!

it's really annoying.
so...i SEARCHED them.
yes.i never tot this day will come,but yeah....hajimemashite.

and now,i can proudly say that i can match the faces with correct names.i think XD


the leader: ohno
*i'm so lazy i just copy paste the banner from ohno daily hehe*

u know him already
the famous one: matsumoto jun

i shall call him the cute one: nino XD

the genius: sakurai sho

and the retardedspecial one: aiba

and u get special treatment from me bcuz there's yamapi teeheee~
u lucky guy,can we switch places,prease???
*pics stolen from the members' daily*

but dun worry..
i won't fangirl them or anything..
cuz there's only 8 places for fangirling like crazy in me..
and it's full already teehee~ XD

OWARI