who are you and what have you done with the real RyuuG?

i went thru my entries of last year and earlier this year

did i change a lot?

when did i become this humor-less, boring person?

where did my fangirling passion gone???

where is ryuuG???????????????

i am not crazy for you...

once upon a time,
in a psychiatry class...

Lecturer: so class, tell me, the phases of sexual response cycle
Male students: aaa..desire...arousal..org.....
Lecturer:oi! don't answer based on your OWN experiences!!!
Lol

i never have enough patience for psychiatry
prove that, even if you live with a bunch of crazy friends, it will not prepare you for the real thing
(and here i thought i have ENOUGH experiences dealing with you guys, hahaha)

mental note:
bring a jacket to class tomorrow. only fat people can stand the blasting cold from that air-con

of N, Y, K and N again (now, try reading that, with increasing speed hahah)

1.What did you do in 2008 that you’d never done before?

• WENT TO JAPAN and everything else that go alongside this heading aka NEWS concert!Aiba Masaki!kacang-san!

seriously, that trip was all that i will remember from this epic 2008 (bias recall har har har.)
oh, Yamapi, when will i see u again? *sigh*

2. Did you keep your New Years’ resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
i can ever remember my new year resolution past January. lol
but this year's would be:get a boyfriend (hahhaha)
let see if i can still remember that come February lmao

3. What would you like to have in 2009 that you lacked in 2008?
better seats in NEWS concert(s) to the point where i can see every single sweats on their faces.

4. What date from 2008 will remain etched upon your memory?
no date, but i remembered the day i cried like a hyenna(exams+hormones+exam results=not a good combination), the eve before NEWS con (homeless us roaming around Sendai wahaha), NEWS con (enduring HOURS of coldness but freaking worth it)

5.What was your biggest achievement of the year?
being myself.

6.What was your biggest failure?
losing N to N
hopefully the 1st N would never find out about this.
or the 2nd N...coz that would be just creepy

.....
.....
and if u are buying it, now, THAT is even more creepy
haha

7.Did you suffer illness or injury?
1 heartbreak, courtesy of an idol, dating a porn star.lol
but now, all is well and good ^^

8.What was the best thing you bought?
Calpis (amazing drink. wish they have it here)
oh, and that particular poster i put beside the mirror (hahahha) <--and anyone that uses that mirror are forced to see it EVEYDAY! love it XD

9. Where did most of your money go?
Japan trip excluded, its SHOPPING and MOVIE TICKETS (and most of it were sucky films that i cant even remember what it was about. like "the heartbreak kid", remember? ...yeah,exactly.)
*thnx D for reminding me about that movie haha*

10.What did you get really, really, really excited about?
NEWS
YAMAPI
CONCERT
link them all together and nothing can ever beat that

11.What song/album will always remind you of 2008?
err...NEWS' color (ok, i lied. but i'am an avid fan and extremely biased. so there)

12. Compared to this time last year, are you:

1. happier or sadder? happier. i am waiting for Johnnys countdown peacefully without rumours that get on my nerves (i cant even remember the rumours now, but it was a nasty one)
   
2. thinner or fatter? hopefully thinner. at least my butt is 2 inches smaller!!hahaha
   
3. richer or poorer? i am always poor(money-wise at least *sigh*)
   

13.Do you hate anyone now that you didn’t hate this time last year?
i think so. gosh, the list are just getting longer which means, i am getting evil-er

14.What was the best book(s) you read?
for this year, it would be 'Twilight'

15.What was your greatest musical discovery?
flumpool! Daigo!! (cute faces are the biggest factor here, lol)
but, of course, NEWS will always be an all time fav <--biased,biased,biased!!! XDDD

16.What did you want and get?
NEWS concert tickets (i ask for favours, beg, then paid and arm and leg for it. i even prepared to buy it off a yakuza. basically, i would do almost ANYTHING for it.)
must be better prepared for the battle, next time!

17.What did you want and not get?
Y.A.MA.PI

18.What were your favourite films of this year?
The Dark Knight--my fav hero *o*

i cut off whole chunk out of this, coz i am getting lazy. and sleepy. and NOT creative. haha
Neko seems to be doing ALL of it. read hers!!! XDDD

planning ahead

STEP 1: SET A DATE
STEP 2:PICK A DRESS
STEP 3:FIND THE GROOM

and i shall follow this list.hahaha

but, according to CLEO, it should be:-
STEP 1:PICK A DRESS
STEP 2: SET A DATE
STEP 3: FIND THE GROOM

but, seriously, one cannot pick a dress before setting the date. that is just absurd.
like, how do you know what size one will be when the time comes? i mean, for all i know, i can be size *cough* ZERO on my big day ;P.

FIND THE GROOM--hah! this is EASY. i just need to hack into Johnnys Jimushou system, download his address, find his house, hunt him down, and drag him to my house.
absolutely no problem, except, well, the dragging part coz last time i check, kidnapping is still illegal. (or is it guy-napping/man-napping? since u know, he is not that small of a kid anymore hahah)

so guys, its 2 years from now.
maybe around Nov, or Dec
FREAKING KEEP YOUR SCHEDULE FREE OK?

love,
RyuuG

emergency vampirization

Part 1 :

1) Take a recent picture of yourself or take a picture of yourself right NOW!.
2) DON’T change your clothes, DON’T fix your hair…just take a picture.
3) Post that picture with NO editing.
4) Post these instruction with your picture.
5) Tag 10 people to do this




Part 2

1.How old are you?
--17 23

2. Are you single?
--single, mingle, available

3. In what age do you think you’ll get married?
--when i'm ready, when he's ready

4. Do you think you’ll be marrying the person you are with now?
--sure!!*snort*

5. If not, who do you want to marry?
--hmm let see..(this gonna be a long list)
a.edward cullen(book version!)
b.yamapi
c.kacang aka pinatsu aka JT
d.ryo
e.kirby (lipstick jungle)
f.giri-giri prince

6. Do you want a garden/beach wedding, or the traditional wedding?
--somewhere with sunlight. i want him to sparkles!!! (and show-off)hahaha

7. Your ideal motif?
--eternity*coughcough*

8. Where do you plan to go on a honeymoon?
--this will depend on the groom..
a.Esme's island (or anywhere apart from Italy)
b.hawaii
c.US
d.errr...Osaka?heck, i dunno!!
e.his studio
f.his castle

9. How many guests do you think you’ll invite?
--6732964 minus 6732664++

10. Do you want an extravagant wedding or a simple wedding?
--simple and private (paparazzi are dangerous creatures *shudders*)

11. Do you want the traditional vows or something you’d make up on your own??
--"...till as long as we both shall live...or something?ii ka??" (lol)

12. How many layers of cake do you want to have?
--can i ask for ice-cream instead?

13. Do you prefer having your reception at a hotel or at a simple place?
--simple place with plenty of natural sunlight *giddy giddy*

14. When do you want to get married, evening or morning?
--morning

15. You’d rather have your reception outdoors or indoors?
--outdoors laa..sunlight, remember??

16. Do you like a grand entrance for your groom/bride?
--with lots of glitter and sparkly things

17. Name the song/tune you’d like played at your wedding?
--our song; which doesn't exist.yet.

18. Are you a morning person or a night person?
--morning!!!late nights make me all drowsy and slurry

19. Do you want a solemn ceremony or a light one?
--light one.

20. What age do you want to get married?
--before i reach 100

21. Describe your ideal husband/wife.
--either a mind-reading vampire or a humble,sexy pop idol or a tall cardiologist or another pop idol or struggling artist with super HOT body or a cute medical student (what can i say, i'm flexible bebeh..haha)

22. Do you prefer fine dining or just the normal spoon & fork/knife?
--hunting.normal will do ;)

23. Champagne or red wine?
--blood sirap

24. Honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?
--FREAKING RIGHT AFTER.ASAP.

25. Money or household item?
--mercedes guardian??..if not possible, i accept cash too.

26. Who will pay for the bills?
--HIM!!*coughcough* i mean, we will split the bill...

27. Are you ready for married life?
--heck,no.but i can be when the time comes

29. Will you always be true to your wife/husband?
--yes.hope so.yes.

30. How many kids do you like?
--max =6

31. A new house for a newly wed or an old one?
--new one,please. who knows what else come the the old house.uuuuuuuu

32. Will you celebrate silver wedding, gold wedding, or diamond wedding?
--what's after diamond??

33. What kind of cuisine would you like for your wedding?
--blood for the vampires, yakiniku for the sexy pop idol, peanuts for kacang....

34. Will you record your honeymoon in a cd or dvd?
--pendrive.everyone can just copy from that (cheapskate lol)

i skipped class because i was...thirsty

1 step closer to become a Cullen

har har har

20 ways to annoy Edward Cullen

lol

"Life sucks, and then you die. Yeah, I should be so lucky."

Alice: "No one will dare to call you plain when I'm through with you."
Bella: "Only because they're afraid you'll suck their blood."


WHERE THE HECK IS THE BLOODBATH???
seriously, mellow much???

don't get me wrong, i LOVE the book. adore it, even.
but..how things ended...i think we can afford to spill a few bad blood(or burn bodies).
Jane! Alec! Demetri!!(Irina doesn't count here)
i can't believe i read thru all the tension..for nothing.
so frustrating.
but, maybe its just me.
maybe its just my violent-mood now.
let's hope she's saving them up for future use.
*sigh*

but,anyways...
the books is GREAT. INTERESTING. FUNNY.
enjoyed every minute of it.

and finally, someone get to be a vampire.yeayyy.haha

"We're a bit sensitive to blood around here. I'm sure you can understand that." — Bella Swan

"But if you bring her back damaged again-and I don't care who's fault it is; I don't care if she merely trips, of if a meteor falls out of the sky and hits her in the head - if you return her to me in less than the perfect condition I left her in, you will be running with three legs. Do you understand now mongrel?"
-Edward Cullen-

love it.hate it.love it.hate it.love it.hate it.love it.

love it coz of Edward Cullen(duh) and Alice.
hate it coz Bella can't freaking make up her mind.indecisive brat, i'd say.

love it.



.......

i think i'm getting obsessed about this whole i-love-vampire and how-easy-my-life-would-be-if-i'm-one

just plain crazy vampire loving mood

good news is...
it give me something else to do while my favorite boyband go MIA, plus i get to annoy my frenz(yeay!!!)

bad news is...
my obsession.....they tend to stay for a long time

“So you’re the vampire girl.”

didn't shed a tear( bad break-ups don't do that to me) but it was still a darn good heart wrenching story


and i realized that, broken heart and stuffs can significantly change your waistline


corn

corn with butter.lots of.

corn with mayo AND butter.



but at least it was yummy *shrugs*

"So the lion fell in love with the lamb,"

"And so the lion fell in love with the lamb...," He murmured.

"What a stupid lamb, " I sighed.

"What a sick, masochistic lion."



its pretty cool to dream about super cool(you can take it literally too!haha) vampires afterwards.
i mean, falling in love with a book character?
totally normal,i say.




definitely normal.




yeah.




and did i mention vampires??

hey, look!!!!but......where's Yamapi???

i was *coughcough* thinking of doing the same thing,
but looks like someone beats me to it!!
;P

saturday blues

nothing interesting happened.

today.

why, life,why?????????

why can't i find....say, something that require my full attention(fandom do not count), during this superbly short free time that i have???

something with a face??and personality???

hahaha.ok. internal theater in full force. *cough*

i'm so bored that i think i can now officially call internet and food as my best-est friends. lol

sitting on my butt all day with food as my constant companion?? not a good combination,i must say.

the good thing is, i'll gain my usual size-ass back in no time!!!yeayyy

but the bad thing is, fat goes elsewhere too!!to places that i DON'T want.

*sigh*

"kocchi muite yo CHERRII........"

lately i've been downloading lots of clips.

random clips.

still Johnnys-related but of random groups that are not even in my 'fangirling' list.

like V6 ones.and SMAP.and HeySayJump. *yeah i know, i know*

and add it up with my usual dose of K8,KAT-TUN, and Arashi clips that i sometimes download when it interest me.

no need to mention NEWS.that's a given.

i LOVEEEEEE "K8's Musekinin Hero". the 1st time it attracted my attention was when i saw the promotion at 1 of the train station. Harajuku??Shibuya?? can't remember. but they had this whole 'Vote For Me' kinda thing going on and i think it's cool. really nice concept. and catchy tunes.


and another one;
"kocchi muite yo CHERRII
socchi jaa nai CHERRII
itsudemo negai wa todokanai"
--someone get this song out of my head.PLEASE. coz everytime i hear it in my mind, i get to see yamada's face winking at me(like the 1 he did everytime they perform this song). DO NOT WANT. he is 14!!


songs preview from the album 'color' are out.
but i shall practice self restrain and wait until the whole album is release.
what can i say? i like my songs full and in HQ ;P

someone reported that yamapi's solo song "MOLA" is fully in english????
wth, man.
can someone whack jin's head for me??
i love you, Pi, but if your English pronunciation is as bad as it was in Kurosagi movie, i'm gonna have to choke a bitch.
Japanese is a beautiful language. embrace it, kacangssss.



"kocchi muite yo CHERRII."
.....
.....
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!

post-Japan trip (6 days later)

today i woke up and decided not to be such a lazy bum and update this blog.
but then again, i don't have anything to write, now that i'm back home and nothing particularly interesting happens to me HERE (as compared to you, know...Tokyo <--sooo kacang!!haha)

it's been 6 days since i'm back and all i ever did:

• unpacking,
• procrastinating,
• updating facebook(i'm active now!!!yeayy!!haha),
• download.download.download,
• marathoning movies on my bro's comp,
• writing a report for B sensei (i managed to write 1 sentence so far..since MONDAY. yuuhuuu!!)
• and...thats it.haha.

now, things i have achieved in Japan:

1. NEWS concert--gotta put this on top of the list!!!hahaha. will certainly go again.just a question of time and money ;P
2. meet Johnny's boy: Aiba Masaki (Arashi)--he is tall and good looking(with perm hair!!but still looking good ;D) and veryyyy nice. he said 'arigatogozaimashta' to me even tho' i did nothing, just standing there looking star-struck lol. hope your stomach is getting better ;)
3. Johnny's boy sighting : Yamada Ryosuke (HSJ)--credit to Mag. she noticed him first. and he need to learn to be less obvious in public lol
4. Johnnys Shop--it was embarrassing experience, but heyyy it probably was my first and only chance ;P
5. have crushes on so many people at once: kacang, u-know(look-alike), giri2 prince, boyfren, lastfren, 1 of my OnG groupmate whose name escaped me, and....yeah.that's it. 6 people!!!wow.
6. eating lots and lots of oishii food!!crepes, soba,the REAL sushi, the REAL takoyaki, okonomiyaki, sashimi, unagi, etc etc etc
7. karaoke!!!purikura!!!!!
8. and...scrubbing in and assisted in surgeries.

it was so hard to leave Japan when we've grown attached to it, and it did take all of our willpower to actually say our goodbyes(hate saying it.HATE it!!) and packed up.

have i mentioned that we nearly miss the flight back home??our flight was at 130pm and we arrived at the airport at 1.00pm. and the check-in counter already closed (macam x kasik kitorg balik jek haha). but the staffs were nice and let us in anyway and we did a freaking 'amazing gdhsdshdshd race' around Narita Airport. me with a pouch, a bag of laptop+other junks and A HEAVY BAG FULL OF POSTERS, UCHIWAS, CALENDER, CONCERT GOODS and OTHER STUPID JOHNNYS STUFFS (stupid, but precious ;P)




see?my stupid but precious stuffs.haha


jaaa...i need to get back to my 1 sentence report and make it longer. maybe i can stretch it to become 5 sentences by the end of today haha.

a quick update about NEWS con

IT FELLS LIKE A DREAM

the whole thing was amazing

the stage

the venue

the fans

the songs

the boys(of course)


and you wont believe how GOOD LOOKING they all are in real life

in order of handsome-ness;
Yamapi-even with that bag of worms on his head he still manage to look really kakkoi (dun believe the pictures, it didn't do him justice)
Ryo-Sousuke at his best
Shige-yes, Shige is the 3rd most handsome among them.tho' he tend to make stupid faces, he is really good looking.darn.and he looked at us a LOT.teeeheeee
Tegoshi-he is neither girly nor pretty.just handsome

Massu-he is on a class of his own. a CUTE one haha.everything about him radiates the cute aura.totally adorable *pinch pinch*

Koyama-he look exactly the same from the photos haha.

they tried to make it like a party and imust say, i worked quite well.just, maybe it felt more like a hostess club thingy?haha.the stage was awesome.and since the venue was small, we can see them quite well even tho' we were on the far end.

they sang 'why'--my favourite B-side song everrr.they had this pool table and stuffs and it look cool.

'Ginza Rhapsody'--wow.wow.nice moves there, Yamapi.glad to know you have a lot more dancing moves apart from twirling and shaking booties lol. and the transition thing he did with Koyama was cool.

'Masuperman'--LOLLLLLLLL.it was so cute with the comic strip video on the background.masuperman and veggies and just...LOL.he seemed to enjoyed it very much too.

Shige's solo--forgot what's it called.(as expected,haha).it was nice. he just need to stop making the stupid faces.it certainly didn't make him any less dorky.haha

and it was so much fun when fans sang and danced together to the song. awesome.

ijou.

haha.

sorry for taking such a long time to make this shitty report.obviously i'm sucky at doing this haha.whatever impression you get from this, please note that it was much more interesting and fun and just pure joy multiplies by 197382638237283y6.


ok, need to get back to writing real reports on boring stuffs.LOL

INVITATION TO WINTER PARTY DIAMOND, from NEWS XDDDDD

shall upload a clearer version later
;P

my 'D'you Wanna Grab Some Coffee' story

date:22th October 2008
time: 11.30am
place: QQ's staff room of J Hospital

*me happily chatting away over Ym*
*JT approached*

JT:"d'you wanna grab some coffee?"
me:"eh???errr..errr,,aaaaa,,no thanx"
JT:"what?no,no,no come on!!"
me:"ah..aaaa..aaa i'm fine."
JT:"come on! let's have some coffee"
me: *defenses all crumbled* "ok!!!"



that was probably the best caramel frapuccino ever

alone in QQ staffs' room

btw, QQ=Accident and Emergency aka the greatest place in the whole wide world to do electives especially in you are a 'gaijin' hahaha

we just finished the morning conference (with complimentary breakfast of delicious onigiris ;P) presented by Dr.'JT' and Dr.'u-know-look-alike' and another young doctor that we dont have a nickname for him (yet). since my schedule for today is "chu-kin" (that's 15:00 till 22:00 shift) i'm free until 3pm

and i dont have any fricking idea of what to do

i wanted to ask 'bf' to go somewhere with me but unfortunately he is on shift now
('bf' is this 1 guy on our group that treat me like a gf,so....yeah.hahha)

yesterday, i did my "nikk-kin"(7:00-18:00) with Dr.'long,matted eyelashes' and 'classic japanese boy'. they are nice (of course) but there are limits on how long can i stand without uttering or hearing a single english word AND doing nothing (except anticipating the once-in-a-while sightings of Dr.'last friend'-SUPER CUTE ok this guy).

by the end of the shift i already disgrunted and stressed and basically ready to throw tantrums. thank God the 'tall,handball kid' and Kato-kun(no, nurul.NOT that Kato ;P) came and save the(my) day haha.

after the shift ended we met Lingbo and Taka-kun!!!
had a meal in Shinjuku (super nice and super expensive too) but of course, we gaijins are only allowed to pay a small portion of the bills [goshiso sama deshta-]
we catch up with each other lives,called Takeshi in between meals and forced him to come(haha),gave Taka-kun tips on his upcoming first date, gossiping about a scandal we witnessed first-hands(paparazzi alert hohoho), fangirling about Dr.'JT',eat chicken for the fisrt time since coming here (sugoku oichii!!), eat lots, laugh lots and basically just being noisy haha

i never expected to have this much fun with people we met only for a few hours 7 MONTHS ago, but we did.

i'm glad i saved money for this trip
it was worth it
XD

we saw......

Yamada Ryosuke
and
Nishuchi Mariya (aka Chika in seigi no mikata)!!!

XDDDDDDDD


all thanx to Mari, TokyoDome City, takoyaki place and Hana's slow eating
hohohohohoo





XD